its only love, right?

dear : Mr. H


for some peoples, i'm might be crazy
for your friends, i'm just a freak
but for my friends, i'm just stupid
for being acts like this...


its not about how you looks,
its not about how it comes,
but its all about how i feel...


i dont mean to be stalkers for you,
for looking straight at you when you at there,
i just wonder, how the perfect man like you
could be fall like an angel in front of me??

and i know, i'm just a foolish for you...

i dont know what is it?
and i dont need an answer for this..
i just need you to be always in there,
and being my inspiration without do anything..

i dont expect too much for all this,
for being with you,
i just let it happen in my dreams or
my after life..

because, for being someone special
in angel hearts like you,
it could takes so many things
i would sacrifice...

namanya SrHz

aku tak tau saat kapan dimana semua ini bermulai...

kamu bagiku adalah alasan-alasan
mengapa aku terjaga sepnajang malam,
mengapa aku berjalan dikoridor itu sepanjang hari,
mengapa aku terdiam, menangis dan tertawa,
dan mengapa aku berlutut dan berdoa disepanjang musim...

aku pernah jatuh cinta,
tapi belum pernah merasakan yang lebih keras dari ini..
menyaksikan dirimu yang emakin hari, semakin membenciku
memandangi mu disaat kau memalingkan wajahmu,

aku pula yang menikmati rasa sakit,
saat kenyataan hidup tak pernah membawamu ke dalam hidupku...


aku mencintaimu srhz,,
bahkan saat kau hanya mengacuhkanku,
aku masih bisa tersenyum,
dalam tangisku....